II SEMESTER VIVAS 

So, I’m back again and this time I’ll be sharing with you guys my experience throughout my second semester of university. Its not as satisfying as the first one, obviously with time comes great responsibilities but I never took that serious and with time I burdened myself with such huge piles of pending lectures to go through ..

At first i was wondering it as a piece of cake that this I shall too pass like the first one with flying colours without even bother to open my course books and throughout my semester I was irregular not taking my semester seriously. I bunk classes, done lots of hangouts, night stays and what not.. Then when it came to mid-term examinations i realized where I was standing, I never felt so null in my life, but this time I felt I did wrong, I did injustice with my career and then I started to motivate myself towards studies.

But you know it won’t help you out if your time doesn’t cooperate with you, my mom fell seriously ill and throughout months I’ve to take her to the hospital. I forgot my studies, I lost dedication, I lost my track and hope to pass this semester. It feels like nothing’s gonna work out this time, i left everything on Allah and indeed He’s the best listener.

After all this scenario i was able to attend my classes my mom was better than before and now I can focus on my studies but but but.. wait where’s the climax? haha you got me right! all of a sudden flu caught me.. yes again shit happens and this time it caught me like it doesn’t wanted to leave me alone and again i skipped my classes and this time i almost missed my all classes and the schedule for final vivas was there right in front of me and that too gonna be in the next few weeks. Shocking right? it was a huge one for me coz i didn’t even studied a bit of it and I’ve to appear for my finals. I decided to take extra care of myself, every single thing I did to make myself better and reform myself to my track and thanks to Almighty Allah i soon recovered from my illness.

Now, I’m studying Allhamdulillah and working with fast pace to achieve my goals with full dedication and motivation to pass this semester with good grades.On monday 28 Nov’16 I’ve my Anatomy viva & I just hope to pass this too (insha’Allah). Need prayers guys..☺

here’s a picture of my setup studying-materials  

So motivation is necessary for my readers, here you go with a motivational quote i hope this will help you guys in future as well. I just want to inspire people, I want someone to look at me and say ‘because of  you, I didn’t give up’ that’s all I expect from my readers and I hope one day this too will became true 🙂

NEVER GIVE UP ON SOMETHING YOU REALLY WANT. IT’S DIFFICULT TO WAIT BUT IT’S MORE DIFFICULT TO REGRET! 🙂

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Life after Intermediate!

Life isn’t that easy as it seems to be like, sometimes you’ve to do something in order to get something but its always your choice to consider what you want or need the most and behind every success there’s always obstacles, hardships, harassments, criticism and a lot more words like these that play important roles.

My first blog was a short intro on me and my purpose behind writing blogs so I thought to share something from my experiences. So as to be on point I’m sharing my worst experience today; back in 2015 my life was grievous and that’s the time when I was about to appear in entrance tests for admission in medical universities.

“2015 be the worst year of my life.”

I was totally clueless when I cleared my intermediate with just above passing marks and to no surprise i was another victim of interboard corruption. Basically the whole system is shrouded in secrecy and students are at the whims of those teachers appointed as examiners.

Cheating rooms are there for special students who somewhat belongs to wadera family or having links with board examiners.

Same case was with me but hey! wait let me tell you I was a bright student of my school who scored ‘A+’ in her matriculation examination but as I’ve explained above this corruption totally proved myself wrong & null and I couldn’t score above passing marks. I felt like as if my dream ripped into pieces and deep down i was broken; totally broken..

It has always been my dream to be medical doctor since I was in 8th grade but after my results all seems like fading away. Well let me get back to the point where life was just despondent, nothing seems to be working. Relatives keeps on pissing me off, friends keep asking about admissions, getting updated every single day via social sites, taunts, harassments, embarrassments, depressions were just became a part of life. Even my parents once criticized me for not being eligible and couldn’t grab a seat in any institution. That time my only supporting system were my best friends Muhammed Usama & Areeba Khan who after so many rejections still believed in me, supported me through every thick and thin, those late night calls and text messages just to cheer me up. I owe them my everything.

After all those impecuniosity, I finally in 2016 assemble myself for another chance in MCAT (Medical College Admission Tests) within a short span of time I urge myself to procure this time and with flying colours I was selected for a noble profession and now Allhamdulillah I’m in a process of becoming a Physical Therapist.


You see life isn’t a bed of roses there are some thorns in these too, you either adjust yourself or throw them away. I’ve tried my level best to keep your interest on point. Make sure to leave a comment and dump all your opinions, experience in it. I’ll gladly read ’em all ☺

Or else die in peace!

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It’s high time!

Assalam o Alaikum!

So finally i decided to start up a new chapter of my life. I’m 20 now and still not sure about what i’ve to do with myself. For past few weeks i was wondering what i’m gonna do, like i heard it from my parents that every child is born special its just a matter of time to recognize his/her hidden talent & such things always tangled my mind & honestly i just don’t know the reasons sometimes, and i just couldn’t initiate it but now as i’ve made a commitment to keep myself active socially & physically and to do something for myself, umm so here i go with my first blog. (nervousness overloaded)

For me aim is not basically something that bounds you to some serious shit and ends with burdens of taunts and harrasments but what provides you mental stability in which you are satisfied. And for this you’ve to dedicate yourself completely towards it with full dedication and it’ll make its own path.

I’m Kinza Fatima a medical student from Dow University (Karachi, Pakistan) and an ordinarily new comer in this blogging site. I will share my personal experiences of life InshaAllah. Pretty nervous while writing but yess i’m happy as i’ve taken a step towards a small journey as a personal blogger which definitely leads me to somewhere (hope so).

So as i’ve just started & you all can start off like this, whenever that ‘clicks’ sound hits your mind just be patient and focus on what you can passionately do. Now made a commitment to yourself and start ☺

I hope this will help you and i’ll keep on working to encourage you guys! 

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